Never too full for pain. I guess

masochist (plural masochists)

1. someone who derives pleasure from receiving pain (masochism)

Plenty ordeals I seem to plunge myself within. I have labeled my behaviors somewhat masochistic. I don't receive sexual gratification or stimulated pleasure from pain. Subconsciously I deserve this title because not only do I continuously place myself in situations where I become the bad guy, but I must love it because this is redundant. I'm sorry to all of you. I mean that deeply. This is why...