Diary entry #124 - age 17 - Jaclyn

"There is this attraction I cannot subdue. This guy I am drawn to, who possess no inclination to progress. Yet, I find every essence of his 'I don't care demeanor' so flawlessly attractive. He doesn't even smile in my direction, but he looks. So I know he cares, maybe not enough to say hello, but enough to wonder: How can this girl four years younger than me give me what I need? I know enough. Besides what's it to him, I just think he's cute, so that one thing he wants from me, I want right back. Just once. What's one more partner, its not like I have anything special for anyone to have anyways..."